牙科生日记——19/12/13

今天是clinic 开始那么久以来，第一次做 E&D to appoinment patient , no more KRU ,no more doing on partner . 守得云开见月明啦～
今天的顺利，给我很大的鼓励。好啦，之前帮我partner 补牙也很顺利，帮KRU patient 洗牙也很顺利，那个病人洗好牙之后还要求跟我拍照呢!!
不过今天拿x-ray 时出了些问题，不知怎么的，洗出来后黑黑的，只好再拿过咯。这是在ICD后第一次拿的X-RAY竟然就失败了，怎么看别人做好像很容易，自己做的时候却出问题啊？幸好重拿的那张成功了。。
做完了examination and diagnosis , 写好treatment plan 就是presentation 的时候啦。唔.....是有diagnose 错啦，也有给doctor 纠正。我的经验毕竟还是很贫乏，知识也不足， 才刚开始嘛。（自我安慰，哈哈）
这些天的顺利，给了我很大的信心 ，希望接下来都能顺顺利利的过啦。
真的准备要准备充足咯，不然病人还是朋友问起时，却一问三不知，好不专业呃。有时还真的很压力，无论病人啊，亲戚啊，朋友啊，问到我太深入的问题，我都不会答咧，好丢脸哦。不过啊，不懂就承认不懂，不懂装懂的话，会害到别人哦。

加油加油啦!!

I dye my hair again!!

I dyed my hair again!! It’s  quite common for girls who have started dye their hair and they will continue re-dye and re-dye to cover the hair root. 

爱美是条不归路!

Actually I can accept the black hair root but I just don't like my hair look dry and the color super bright under the light.

And I have no idea why everytime I dye my hair always got a long story to tell.

Tell u some history of my previous hair coloring experience.

The last time I dyed my hair was in this year January before CNY.

I told the hair stylist I want darker color . He said he will add some grey and blue into the dark brown hair dye and the result ends up like this :

 

I was shocked when my hair turn black !! He said my hair color too bright and can't cover by only dark brown color. But the blue and grey color will fade very fast and the dark brown color will appear~ MAGIC?

After 2 weeks , my hair turn to very natural brown colour. See!!

After 2 months , the dark brown become light brown.

 

And after 10 months , my hair color become like this :

Look like highlight or bleaching effect?

 

 The color change so fast because I did digital perm in September and long term using the scalp cleaning shampoo (for oily scalp). May be too much chemical on my hair. >.<"
My hair look very dry in this color.
So I decided to dye again after 10 months. (haha!! how can I tahan for so long?)

Now , come back to the story..
I bought voucher from living social , it's cost me RM 58 only to do hair coloring + wash + blow which the original price is RM 200++.
I wish to dye the color like ash green or tea blonde (hmmm, I dont know the color name XD)
and the color ends up like this:

dip-dye with green color at the bottom ?? actually it's becoz my previous  hair color nearly same as bleaching effect , tat's why the green color can 上色 easily

This is dip-dye wat!!!
OMG!!
I kept telling the hair stylist : I can't dye this color !!OMG , really cannot leh!! I'm still a student. It's green color , like doing cosplay.
The hair stylist was like o.0 ?  Student??
aiiyoo..university student la..
uni student cant dye hair meh?
because I'm a dental student, I should have a professional look instead of this cosplay look..
I was like crying and asking how how how...
Luckily the stylist was willing to dye again without any charges.
May be there is some miscommunications , but I do tell her I dont want a very bright color when choosing the hair color.


So, dark brown again..

 

Look like black color under normal lighting ..

But I think the color will fade very fast and become light brown again.

泪眼朦朦的一篇

很想放声大哭一场

请给我一个空间

一个只有我，属于我的空间

不想在别人面前表现得懦弱

我很坚强吗？

不!

我的内心其实很脆弱

根本不堪一击。

是啊，我真的很emo，

如果让你从clinic 开始到现在完全没做过 E & D ， prostho patient突然说不来，同时CONS & PROSTHO 都没有patients 时，相信谁都会比我慌张，比我还崩溃。

所以请不要告诉我，你emo 因为病人临时取消预约，

请不要告诉我，你崩溃因为没有patient.

那我算什么？

但是很庆幸，终于给我拿到另一个prostho patient

虽然这个case 好像很复杂，也很难做。。

只希望一切顺利就好。

好啦。。不哭啦。。

哭能够解决问题吗？

哭完，累了，事情还是没改变

何苦摧残自己的眼睛呢？

为了这种事而哭，

更是不值得。。

别再那样了。。 

请原谅我的不理智 。。