牙科生日记——19/12/13

今天是clinic 开始那么久以来，第一次做 E&D to appoinment patient , no more KRU ,no more doing on partner . 守得云开见月明啦～
今天的顺利，给我很大的鼓励。好啦，之前帮我partner 补牙也很顺利，帮KRU patient 洗牙也很顺利，那个病人洗好牙之后还要求跟我拍照呢!!
不过今天拿x-ray 时出了些问题，不知怎么的，洗出来后黑黑的，只好再拿过咯。这是在ICD后第一次拿的X-RAY竟然就失败了，怎么看别人做好像很容易，自己做的时候却出问题啊？幸好重拿的那张成功了。。
做完了examination and diagnosis , 写好treatment plan 就是presentation 的时候啦。唔.....是有diagnose 错啦，也有给doctor 纠正。我的经验毕竟还是很贫乏，知识也不足， 才刚开始嘛。（自我安慰，哈哈）
这些天的顺利，给了我很大的信心 ，希望接下来都能顺顺利利的过啦。
真的准备要准备充足咯，不然病人还是朋友问起时，却一问三不知，好不专业呃。有时还真的很压力，无论病人啊，亲戚啊，朋友啊，问到我太深入的问题，我都不会答咧，好丢脸哦。不过啊，不懂就承认不懂，不懂装懂的话，会害到别人哦。

加油加油啦!!

I dye my hair again!!

I dyed my hair again!! It’s  quite common for girls who have started dye their hair and they will continue re-dye and re-dye to cover the hair root. 

爱美是条不归路!

Actually I can accept the black hair root but I just don't like my hair look dry and the color super bright under the light.

And I have no idea why everytime I dye my hair always got a long story to tell.

Tell u some history of my previous hair coloring experience.

The last time I dyed my hair was in this year January before CNY.

I told the hair stylist I want darker color . He said he will add some grey and blue into the dark brown hair dye and the result ends up like this :

 

I was shocked when my hair turn black !! He said my hair color too bright and can't cover by only dark brown color. But the blue and grey color will fade very fast and the dark brown color will appear~ MAGIC?

After 2 weeks , my hair turn to very natural brown colour. See!!

After 2 months , the dark brown become light brown.

 

And after 10 months , my hair color become like this :

Look like highlight or bleaching effect?

 

 The color change so fast because I did digital perm in September and long term using the scalp cleaning shampoo (for oily scalp). May be too much chemical on my hair. >.<"
My hair look very dry in this color.
So I decided to dye again after 10 months. (haha!! how can I tahan for so long?)

Now , come back to the story..
I bought voucher from living social , it's cost me RM 58 only to do hair coloring + wash + blow which the original price is RM 200++.
I wish to dye the color like ash green or tea blonde (hmmm, I dont know the color name XD)
and the color ends up like this:

dip-dye with green color at the bottom ?? actually it's becoz my previous  hair color nearly same as bleaching effect , tat's why the green color can 上色 easily

This is dip-dye wat!!!
OMG!!
I kept telling the hair stylist : I can't dye this color !!OMG , really cannot leh!! I'm still a student. It's green color , like doing cosplay.
The hair stylist was like o.0 ?  Student??
aiiyoo..university student la..
uni student cant dye hair meh?
because I'm a dental student, I should have a professional look instead of this cosplay look..
I was like crying and asking how how how...
Luckily the stylist was willing to dye again without any charges.
May be there is some miscommunications , but I do tell her I dont want a very bright color when choosing the hair color.


So, dark brown again..

 

Look like black color under normal lighting ..

But I think the color will fade very fast and become light brown again.

泪眼朦朦的一篇

很想放声大哭一场

请给我一个空间

一个只有我，属于我的空间

不想在别人面前表现得懦弱

我很坚强吗？

不!

我的内心其实很脆弱

根本不堪一击。

是啊，我真的很emo，

如果让你从clinic 开始到现在完全没做过 E & D ， prostho patient突然说不来，同时CONS & PROSTHO 都没有patients 时，相信谁都会比我慌张，比我还崩溃。

所以请不要告诉我，你emo 因为病人临时取消预约，

请不要告诉我，你崩溃因为没有patient.

那我算什么？

但是很庆幸，终于给我拿到另一个prostho patient

虽然这个case 好像很复杂，也很难做。。

只希望一切顺利就好。

好啦。。不哭啦。。

哭能够解决问题吗？

哭完，累了，事情还是没改变

何苦摧残自己的眼睛呢？

为了这种事而哭，

更是不值得。。

别再那样了。。 

请原谅我的不理智 。。

失足了，千古恨

简单纯朴的乡下女孩
来到尔虞我诈的城市
做了一个错误的决定，
最终后悔莫及
甚至觉得有种被设计的感觉
才发现
原来女孩单纯的很
相信了应该可以相信的人，
但其实对方并不可信
事情演变到如此
女孩已经没有回头的余地
只好硬着头皮，在这个城市
继续坚强的生活下去

作为一个学生，
却也失去了学生该有生涯
全因当初错误的决定
改变了未来的一切
未来的路要怎么走？
女孩很茫然。。
不该相信的
真的不该相信的。。
没有人会无私的付出
却不求回报
即使是身边最亲的人
是女孩太笨而已

我的专业，不专业

牙医是个professional 的职业
而我今天表现却超级不专业。。
在病人面前手忙脚乱的，
这很难给病人信心，让病人相信你。。

告诉自己
要从病人的角度来看待自己所做的，
身为病人是否能够接受这样的牙医。。


 是时候检讨自己的 time management and patient management 了


也很希望自己能够克服那障碍。。



牙科生的生涯，
还有很长的路要走，
只好慢慢的向自己的目标前进。。
加油吧。。

相处

人们常说：相见容易，相处难

在路上见到面，打声招呼，擦肩而过；这叫相见
在同一屋檐下，一起生活，一同努力；这叫相处。

相见，友情是短暂的
相处后，更短暂。
如果双方没有互相迁就的话。。。
随和一些，改变自己的生活方式来迁就对方，
那相处其实是件容易的事。。
前提是，绝对不能只是一方一厢情愿。

所以说，我宁愿我们是 hi-bye friend。。

My 21st birthday celebration

Yeah!!
I'm officially 21 now, it's my turn to post about my birthday celebration. Has been waiting for so long from the beginning of 2013 till SEP . Ya! I'm September baby and a typical virgo!
This year my coursemate chose the venue of celebration for me as I always have no idea where got "holiao" to eat.
We went to Festival City in Setapak by car and the birthday girl was the driver as usual.
They chose BBQ chicken and I think it's a new restaurant there .
Nice to try eventhough the food I ordered not related to BBQ and they got promotion set for student.
After enjoyed the meal , JS , Ivy and BihBih bring  the cake in (actually I've noticed the cake was on the table while ordering the meal ) then started all the "procedure" in b'day celebration..haha!!

making wishes

strawberry vanilla cake from secret recipe

see I got alot of face expression bcoz the cake  keep falling down and I used the knife to hold it.

girls' photo

girls + Justin (ah chem was the photographer I think..haha!!)

 selca using the front camera

Tadaaa!! My present from Bih bih , Sharon, Jiayi, Jiaying , Jing Sean, Justin, Ivy, Wei Tian, Schean & Ah Chem. A pair of shoe and a purse. Both are my favorite color , they know me well~~hehe..thanks alot !!

 The necklace and the card were given by Sharon. She said it's a small gift for me..hehe..thank you!!

 

This is the present from my super best friend FoongFoong!! Very cute and I'm going to put into my car.We used to give each other birthday present every year since Form 2 or Form 3. We never forget to prepare the present even we din meet up so often.

And lastly the present from him. Bata sandals and  Sticky candy with minion design.










p/s: Sorry for my poor English. Never write my blog in English. Just correct me if I make any grammer mistake. Thanks!